I am feeling sluggish, down, and unmotivated. I keep writing about living out your dreams and living a genuine life and yet here I am in the exact same spot, another year later (with the addition of a new ball of squirming beauty that is).
My life isn't bad, in fact I am so blessed in so many ways. I have a good job, great husband, and children that seem to be plucked straight from my dreams. I am just missing something, and I don't even know what it is...
The real issue is confidence and believing in myself. Every time an opportunity comes my way I seem to either sabotage it, or completely ruin it with my lack of feeling worthy. So here I sit in the same professional and financial rut and I am so ready to climb out. But what path to take...
Now I know why most of my posts are full of irritatingly up-beat messages; these short three paragraphs were hard for me to get out. I thrive on positivity, positive messages, and positive people. And with that last sentence I now know my whole purpose for this post. Positivity. I need it just as I need water and light and when it is lacking I can not breathe. I will do my best to put out a positive and energetic vibe in all I do, in hopes for the same in return.
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